I’m piss drunk on cheap wine and mad at the world. The worst part about it is, I’m actually scared to death of becoming a victim. And the longer I go on like this, the more like a victim I become. It doesn’t matter how hard you try to do the right thing… The Man will eventually slap you back down to your place in life. If you aren’t one of the Chosen Few, then to hell with you. You can just rot.
Sit there for all eternity with your medical bills, broken fucking car axles, fucking shitty bottom-feeding no-paying jobs, and what have you, and just Sit There. Sit there until you choke on your own vomit watching Television about Dead Fucking Celebrities and Asian Porn and other things that don’t really matter in the great scheme of things; but they are the only things that you can wrap your mind around right now. If… God Forbid… you try to think of other things… like getting yourself out of this fucking hole you’ve dug for yourself, or actually going out and bettering yourself… then you will just implode. Drunk on alcohol and illicit drugs, passed out on the couch, waking up just in time to get your government check from the mail person.
Cash that son of a bitch and buy more alcohol. No one can save you now. You are on a path towards Greatness, dammit. Greatness or suicide.
Not that I advocate either.
Fuck the way things are. A man who cannot take care of his family isn’t a man, but a common rodent. I don’t wanna be a rodent. I’m trying to be a man. My God… am I trying to be a man… So why is it that everytime I try to do things like they should be done THEY FUCK ME UNTIL I AM RAW AND BLOODY?!?!?!
I cannot abide this rotten Proletarian Bullshit any longer. If, by the grace of God, I am allowed to continue my path, it will be to avenge any other poor saps who have been beaten down and raped by The System.
It’s times like these when you debate the existence of God. Why would the whole point of existence on this Earth be for suffering of The Good, while The Bad are exhalted, reviled, worshiped, rewarded?!? Why fucking bother?
Don’t call the EMT’s just yet, you fucking heartless swine. I’m not a goner. Nowhere fucking near. I won’t give you the satisfaction. In fact, I’m going to be around a good long while.
…for the sole purpose of pissing people off…
Fuck you.
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April 19, 2007 at 10:27 am
slivermoon22
Oh good.
I thought it was just me who felt this way.
What I think:
There is a force at work on this planet, in the hands of the You Know Who’s that go WAY WAY beyond what humans can evn imagine. I have a sense that there is a lot more at play in these kinds of things than we know. But, see, people are conditioned, brilliantly, to accept only what they have been taught, by these very same forces. They cannot see outside 3D, into the depths of evil personified.
I find it odd this kid is from South Korea. I find it odd that the University didn’t take more definitive steps to move this kid out. It’s Virginia, people.
We need to wake up.
How do we know there isn’t some kind of mind control at work here. A CIA program that targets kids like this, who are vulnerable already (maybe) or not. Then, a little programming here, and a little there….or maybe this kid isn’t even human ??? Ahhh, that cant be it !!! HAW.
But, what a great way to get rid of guns eh? So a Police State can put the final pieces of the Illuminati puzzle together and we can all live in slavery and pain.
I don’ buy this thing for one freaking second.
April 19, 2007 at 12:52 pm
tacofish
There was actually a person who called into a radio show a few hours ago who said that the only people who should be allowed to carry guns on the street are the police and military.
Can you even imagine? What’s next? Curfews?
Some things are just the price of living in a free society. Sorry.
April 20, 2007 at 9:50 am
slivermoon22
Hello Friend,
I stopped by today to see what you had to say. :-) You’re not a happy camper are you? LOL
Hey, I hear everything you are saying, but be careful not to let them win.
They win when you go over the ridge, into victimization. That is right where they want the masses. Please center, and ground and know that you are light.
Things are what they are. I hope you will have a chance to read my blog post today. It might help put things in perspective.
You are a blessing.
Sheree